Thursday, July 16, 2009

Crush (David Archuleta)

I'm obsessed with Harry Potter right now. I saw HP and the HBP twice in 24 hours. What's wrong with me?

Well, nothing per se.

But I do feel as if I'm in one of those "2 steps forward, 1 step back" kind of situations.

I love the humanity of the latest HP film. The kids have grown up (the actors are now actual adults). This movie lost some of the melodrama in favor of reality. I got butterflies in my stomach when Harry and Ginny finally kissed. And why wouldn't I? You could see the look on his face in every shot - "is it really just another crush?" The teenage aspect of this story is adorable. Well-played, I think the actors have finally achieved an effective chemistry on screen.

But I walked away feeling all warm and fuzzy for Harry and Ginny, and feeling very sorry for myself. Compounded by the fact that my roommate's boyfriend is visiting for the weekend.

I find myself analyzes all my current relationships with males in hopes that one of them will yield a date in the near future. Why?! To what end?! If I still want that "Yes! Of course!" effect, then I need to sit back and be patient.

It's easier said than done at this point. I want what (it seems like) everyone else has.

Pray for me.

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