So the Cupid Shuffle came on my iPod just a little while ago. I got up and started dancing, and one of my roomies danced with me. Then I was just sitting here thinking how nice it is that I've had some time to grow up since I started college. And by "grow up" I mean "realize what it means to have a good time and get over myself."
I like who I've become over the last several years. I like that I'm willing to get in front of a group and make a fool of myself. (See this video...)
And I'm wondering if I would have become the same person if I had been dating someone all along. I think I can see how it was good for God to give me time to be comfortable in my own skin (which I'm still working on, granted). I will do a much better job in a relationship now that I have sort of figured out who I am, how I work, and can find joy in the fact that God created ME!
That being said, it doesn't mean that I'm totally ready for a relationship. Just that I'm grateful God has been at work in me - I can see it in myself, which is exciting :)
Now walk it by yourself.....walk it by yourself.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
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i'm glad you're you bethany.
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